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yay, the finals was rocking man, it was a great show, wasn't stressed up at all, haha, saved all those for the dress rehearsal, yeah, haha, just didn't really wanna smile so much, at least i smiled a lil bit, was like muttering vulgarities under my breath, like fuck lah, sianz, then i gave my trademark sudden killer smile to the judges, the shocking sudden smile, haha, the num wear sucked man, haha, i looked like a jap porn star, fuck, i padded my bra like fuck lahz, haha... hoping to push my minute boobs up, hehz...
YAY, me and gilson, got best couple, smtg tt we really wanted throughout the whole competion, and yeah, we got, we thought we were damn off lahz, as a couple, and we were so stunned, we screwed up the couple winnign award, haha, he wanted to turn back, but i wanted to pose for the pics, haha, so i dragged him towards me, and yeah, the ms kai, is fucking pretty can??? we got this damn cool couple tees, mine was a t back, fucking rocked man, stupid, why best couple dun have a tiny like tiara and sash tt says best couple, and flowers??? we just had this teeny bag to put our tees, i felt so weird... darlings marcus and clarice, totally ruled, they earned it, the whole theme was like sixties shang hai, omg, fucking cool can??? and i'm fucking pissed with vyasa and the whole gang, i have to pay for ur fucking tickets, and i'm not going to pay, u guys, confirmed, and so ya have to fucking pay for it, aaron, u too...fuckingmorons tt call me their close friend, chao chee bais...especially, u stupid vyasa, u were the one who said u'll support me and crap,harz??? i not going to fucking pay for ur tickets, chee bais, yuey and ganag came down even though he had to set up the place, and i'm so sorry he had to rush off late, thanks, yahz, for screaming and everything, even though he had to set up his deejaying set at ngee ann, i'll definately be there, haha.. Andrea and derek won mr and ms personality respectively, yay, pretty sweet andrea and manly derekie, haha, he GAVE ME his flowers!!!!!!!!!!! haha,so sweet, big kisses to my lil man, hoho... leok si and marcus got hot bods and were ambassadors for new urban male, haha, fucking cool lahz...
thanks, u guys for making the only "signs thingies" for me, even though i didn't see u guys... love ya... ok, fuckers, tt booked the tics from me, but didn't fucking turn up, sucks to u guys, and pay me back the fucking money, i'm going to sleep, and then fucking call u guys when i wake up, and i'll decide whether i wanna talk to u guys ever again, still go and play lan summore, mutha fuckers... chao chee bais, i know pageants and clubbing aren't really ur scene, but when u say u'll be there, fucking, be there, no excuses what so ever... bought a yummy yummu cake for derekie darling, hazelnut, fucking nice lahz, we finished the huge cake, so nice, i'm so proud of myself!!!!!! took loads od pictures, will post them up, when i get them, hiakz, hiakz, i love my pageant pple, and i hope we'll alws meet up, silly boo boo leoksi had tears in her eyes, haha, dalring, we'll alws meet up, it's really only up to u guys... all in all, it was a great experience, and what i heard, wasn't true, hiakz, stupid lahz, make me so upset for no reason, i cried lohz, for more than an hr, idiots... YAAYYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYA, all in all, i've no regrets, ine verything tt i've done in this competion, and thanks, ya, to all my friends i saaw down there, haha... muakz muakz, sucks to vyasa and gang except darling jojo, whom i'm having a special date with on sun, u and me, boy, hope i can find a dress in time, wldn't wanna make u look bad... smilez...
ok, tata, enuf one, maybe somemore tmr....
